sucks

okay i gotta admit i am suck at almost everything i do

i am. ok lets face it 

then what should i do?

sorry?

give up? 

kill myself? 

cut the matchmaking bullshit and leave your single friend alone will ya?

stop matchmaking me w your friends or your relatives or stranger god-knows-who

i knew you guys just being nice

and care

and worry

bout me but i doing just fine

and you knew that!

didnt you?!

so cut the crap!!!

okay? okay.

thoughts : 12:53pm

yes, good to know that my brain does not giving up

well, not yet. 

but my body does

bila dah bodoh tak faham hint orang

ye, aku mengelak soalan kau

kenapa?

sebab aku tanak kau tahu apa apa.

itu pun tak faham?

ye, aku tipu kau. 

kenapa?

sebab aku malu.

masih tak faham? 

jika tak

betul la, kau masih bodoh

thoughts : 4:10am

aku diam tak bermakna aku hilang

aku tak upload gambar tak bermakna aku tak appreciate atau tak pergi tempat tu

aku senyum tak bermakna aku suka

aku bising marah tak bermakna aku menyampah

hidup aku, pandai la aku uruskan. 

okay? okay.