//crush - beautiful//
thoughts : 02:21
ive make tons of mistakes
and still am
im no perfect
but if you cant accept that then im not the one
please. go.
thoughts : 00:08
kalau sebulan penuh kau nangis,
hari yang mendatang pasti kau dapat tepis.
tapi aku sekuat itu?
aku sendiri ragu.
ah.
thoughts: 03:26
it breaks my heart whenever this shits happened
im soooo "motivated" rn
the world starts laughing at me sebab bodoh sangat
APPLAUSE TO ALL OF YOU BIJAK PEOPLE
thoughts : 01:29
bagi aku, takde sesiapa yang boleh faham masalah kau melainkan dia pernah ada in that situation. thats why aku sangat memilih orang untuk share problems aku. but you must be special if i let that happen.
anyway at this point i think im out of tears
#4
i just want you to know that
i hope you had an amazing day
take care of yourself
i miss you like crazy
thoughts : 00:36
kenapa bila aku buat semua nya salah?
bagitahu salah tak bagitahu pun salah
kenapa nak kena pilih kasih?
sebab aku tak bijak macam yang lain?
kalau macamtu kenapa invest dekat aku?
aku dah cakap aku tak nak
lepastu mengungkit??!???
"adil" sangat
thoughts : 01:52
selfish ke aku if i say ive missed the old me???
the one yang tak payah jaga hati orang
thoughts : 02:27
akhirnya kau pujuk diri kau sendiri fy
because you know no one will
macam selalu...
#2
"jangan nangis. kejap je. kita kerja kuat, lepastu beli rumah..."
"lepastu?"
"lepastu kita kawin."
thoughts : 04:55
when you trying so hard to not look stupid
but end up you realised that you are stupid
:')
thoughts : 21:59
you will never know the pain
you will never know what ive been thru everyfkgday
you will never know
#1
i still kinda trying to figure out what my life in here is like without him
i mean i know itll be next phase in his life but other than that, i hate everything bout it
i really hate it.
thoughts : 03:41
idk what we talked about but this came out from me
"...im the best thing happened in your life!"
and dramatic him replied,
"and im not the best thing happened to you???"
so of course i told him no. of course i lied. because saja nak piss him off. classic me.
but what i meant was
"since my life is so miserable. yes. you are the only best thing that ever happened to me. and im so grateful for that. and i hope youll stay..."
umm
fml 4.0
im never good at anything
literally sucks at everything i do
i'm embarrassment to everyone
im not perfect and will never be
okay? okay.
hati berzikir
"imma tough girl
i can handle this on my own
wipe your tears fy
jangan jadi lembik!"
-hati
fml 2.0
bila dalam satu malam kau rasa semua orang benci kau
dari family, kawan, housemate, jiran, atok nenek
se. mua.
semua.
thoughts : 01:24
kadang kita kena fikir tak semua orang hidup dia senang
tak semua orang dapat apa dia nak
bukan macam kau
tepuk meja terhidang segala
thoughts : 00:33
i got so many things to argue also i wanted to cry so bad but i cant bc i know i would end up like an idiot trying to talk
so its better kan to just stfu
happy 23rd birthday, sayang!
happy birthday to my handsome boyfriend! ehem hmmm letting you know that i love you much easier to do but birthday wishes... i dont know... it can be little hard you know (and yes this took awhile haha!) anyway, i wished you another year of happiness and wonderful year (another year to tell how special you are *wink) and and may the force be with you on this birthday! i love you ;)
hati mati.
bila kau dah immune atau terbiasa dengan situation macam ni...
bahaya.
sebab kau tahu dan sedar
hati kau mati.
just listen
i was hoping you could just listened
be a good listener
and tell me everything gonna be fine
and let me talked shit
bc we know im just upset i didnt meant any of that
is it too much to ask?
thoughts : 02:48
i think kan...
im just being too clingy and needy
and i should stop that attitudes before get any worse
nota kaki :
stop la jadi clingy nak mampus. beshe beshe jelah nanti orang menyampah.
thoughts : 0236
once i start to get emotional, i usually get mad at myself
and that only makes me more emotional
and makes my eyes well up so easily
and i hate it
i hate "the topic"
i hate it so f much
a stupid
when im w you, i felt so stupid im acting stupid i said stupid things like complete idiot and im smiling a lot... still, like an idiot
ughhhh
thoughts : 02:06
mencabar betul minggu ni
hati berzikir "kuat fy jangan nangis kuat kuat kuat jangan nangis"
"takpe fy boleh buat ni"
"sabar hati sabar jangan emotional sangat benda kecik je jangan terasa kuat fy kuat"
nangis juga akhirnya
thoughts : 09:44
setiap kali nak exam, mesti ada masalah lain.
masalah yang tak boleh nak share
yang tak boleh nak mengadu
tak boleh bagitahu dekat sesiapa
ugh fml
sakit otak
thoughts : 03:31
manusia ni ada satu sifat ;
bila rasa dah tak di hargai, dia tawar hati.
jadi, nasihat aku, bila orang buat apa apa dekat kau, tolong appreciate
walaupun rasa rimas
mungkin itu kali terakhir dia ber perangai begitu
sebab once dia jadi cold hearted, jangan kau tanya kenapa
hati - hati
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