happy 23rd birthday, sayang!

happy birthday to my handsome boyfriend! ehem hmmm letting you know that i love you much easier to do but birthday wishes... i dont know... it can be little hard you know (and yes this took awhile haha!) anyway, i wished you another year of happiness and wonderful year (another year to tell how special you are *wink) and and may the force be with you on this birthday! i love you ;)

hati mati.

bila kau dah immune atau terbiasa dengan situation macam ni...

bahaya.

sebab kau tahu dan sedar

hati kau mati. 

just listen

i was hoping you could just listened 

be a good listener 

and tell me everything gonna be fine 

and let me talked shit 

bc we know im just upset i didnt meant any of that

is it too much to ask?

thoughts : 02:48

i think kan...

im just being too clingy and needy

and i should stop that attitudes before get any worse 

nota kaki :

stop la jadi clingy nak mampus. beshe beshe jelah nanti orang menyampah. 

thoughts : 10:59am

you just know when youre done

thoughts : 0236

once i start to get emotional, i usually get mad at myself

and that only makes me more emotional

and makes my eyes well up so easily 

and i hate it

i hate "the topic"

i hate it so f much