well, this time we went to Penang. yayyy. and i guess this third trip was the most challenging trip ever! yayyy. nuh-huh. why? idk how to explain but basically theres problem with the car we rented and the weather... oh god, sampai banjir kot!
but then, i must say it was unforgettable memories! we had a lots and lots of good laughs, and had a nice time catching up, andand as usual we sempat played our tradition games (silent killer). we went to some places, eat a lot of foods, and checked in at the coolest apartment ever! so, fair enough, i guess?
13-15 Sept 2017
oh, additional, what exactly happened to us was quite similar tothisstory.
nak baca version lain, head toblogsyami and he also uploaded a video. of. us.
i should post entry like this more often okbye
apa pros and cons ada serious relationship (baca: date) dengan best friend sendiri?
pros: dah kenal. selesa. already know how to communicate or handle dia. know her/his fav/nay. kawan kawan kau kawan kawan dia jugak. etc
cons: already know your past. feeling kene berubah dan awal awal jadi satu relationship yang awkward. scope kawan jadi situ situ je. etc
saya lelaki. dan saya selalu buat that girl jadi best friend dulu, baru ajak date. pernah kene friendzone dan pernah juga diterima.
diterima tu, lucky you. mungkin kau handsome.
so best tak kene friendzone? learn la from that. it means tak semua orang boleh terima cara kita. and you ruined your friendship! congrats, bro.
tapi best apa bestfriend bila jadi boyfriend/girlfriend. bc they already know your weaknesses, dia more understanding, and no need to cover-kelakukan phase.
okay, that one aku agree. but you have to remember, kau kawan dengan bestfriend kau sebab nak kawan ke nak kawen?! ikhlas kau kawan dengan dia sebab apa? sebab dia handsome/lawa? ke sebab "dari mata mu mata mu ku mulai jatuh cinta..."?
the thing is, dah selesa dengan best friend kau...
isnt it more exciting get to know other people? i mean, maybe dengan orang lain pun kau selesa. ajak borak kejap je dah macam kenal for years. so belum cuba belum tahu. bosan la asyik best friend pergi teman makan, dia jugak kau ngadu nasib, dia jugak la date kau, dia jugak kau spend the rest of your life with. tak bosan ke?
kau main dengan emotions, fy... it comes naturally. mana boleh paksa! dah tersuka!
so betul lah kan, memang dari awal friendship korang tak ikhlas bc that feeling is already there. true or true?
apa effect after break up dengan best friend? and how to handle it?
of course friendship korang akan more awkward or ruined or worst which is jadi stranger. if you are matured enough, then kau handle benda tu pun secara nicely la. slow talk for instance. and careful bila berkawan dengan opposite sex.
so sebenarnya bagus ke tak relationship mcmni?
depends. bagus ke tak tu subjective. my opinion, aku tak suka. prinsip aku, best friend stays best friend. if you ruined it, kau akan ke friendzone. gedit? plus, your boyfriend can be your best friend, but not vice versa.
yes, i may not have the experience in relationship, but i do know what it feels like bila best friend confessed and having a feeling towards em.
FRIENDSHIP IS GOOD. DONT CRAP IT UP BY FALLING IN LOVE.
sorry if entry kali ni a bit cheesy and nak muntah hijau. TAPI AKU RIMAS LA KAU NAK KAWAN, KAWAN JELAH TAK PAYAH LA BERCINTA DENGAN DIA!!!
abah : insyaAllah dapat tukar sekolah dalam seremban jugak tapi tunggu confirmation letter la
aku : haa okay la tu
abah : tender toilet pun confirm dapat nanti
aku : alhamdulillah! yesss tahun ni tahun abah haha!
abah : ye, tahun 2017 ni tahun abah *senyum*
aku : (dalam hati syukur yaAllah) semua solat dhuha abah paid off, bah
abah : ... (still acting cool while driving but i saw he smiled)
i really cannot contain myself with all hardship that abah had gone through. i still remembered the first week betapa deritanya abah betapa seksanya abah keluar rumah pkl 5am balik dah petang dengan penat takde selera makan sangat kene pula warded slipped disc and during this 6 months payahnya abah cari duit service motor duit minyak motor etc etc etc Allahu. i do hope that this year will bring so much rezeki to my family especially abah and may Allah bless abah!
aku memang bukan morning person. seriously. aku boleh tidur at 4am or lepas subuh and akan bangun of course tengahari paling lambat pkl 3. betapa pemalasnya aku nak hadap pagi haha! but idk sepanjang study week and final week aku maybe dah biasa bangun pagi study subuh tu and tidur pun pkl 9am and bangun balik tghari study. and macam melekat that tidur routine. sangat lah tak percaya dengan diri sendiri yang sekarang ni aku transform jadi morning person. siap addict nak breakfast lagi! incredible fy. dulu, asal amik breakfast je tengahri tu mesti lembik semacam. tapi skrg kalau tak amik breakfast murung sehari. this is a good habit kan? mintak mintak lah kekal! oh yeahhhhh
happy new year readers! (better late than never right?)
i did not post anything last month since i was too busy with my final examination and stuff. (tomorrow is my last paper and right now i am not in the mood to study haha!) but, believe me i do write sometimes unfortunately i never finished em. so i saved it as drafts (plural). ugh
okay lets recap. so 2016 has been a great year. highlight of the year was; i managed to complete my diploma and currently studying for a degree. and i went to Sydney with my family and a couple other places with my friends. plus i had really amazing birthday celebration, last month, from family and friends eventhough they did not throw a big suprise birthday party for me, but still as i remembered last year for the first time i got three suprises... in a week! thats really sweet! really appreciate it. thank you so much for made my day either happy or worse, whoever you are, thank you!!
and just so you know life is not always rainbows and butterflies. as a normal human being, i made a lot of mistakes. and i always wanted to forget everything i did wrong (especially over my stupidness behaviour) and move on. also i wished i could apologize to everyone ergh why is it so hard to apologize?! this ego is killing me! (what a drama queen). if you ever reach this point, congratulations on wasting your time reading this rubbish! and i would like to take this opportunity to say i am truly sorry if i ever wrote that might be offensive to you i really didn't mean to :) peace.